weekend ruled, i played a show again my shins hurt, i am talking to a girl i care for dearly and i am siked about it, i bought new shoes, i saw antagonist, before the throne are super heavy, that is all really.

so when i was in highschool, i thought by the time i was 21 id have my life sorted out, a career, a solid group of friends and a routine that i enjoyed. So as of late i have got these things, but i feel my life is far from being sorted out, and after watching several movies of late i have realised i dont want to settle for second best, what good is life if it is wasted away doing something you despise, what good is money if your unhappy with how your earning it.

so this time of the year always gets me down, it use to be the happiest time of year for me, but as you get older, the importance of christmas just seems to slip away, and to add to it im a boxing day baby, besides watching the cricket my birthday is one big borefest im hoping to change it this year, but hey i probably wont.. it sucks growing older, growing distant from my childhood fuck i had some fun, anyways this weekend, i played golf watched dvds with emma,  went to parramatta and bought left for dead (holyfuck) , and saw madagascar which was ok, i am starting to hate ben stiller fuck he is annoying, this week me chris and rowan are writing, anyways have a merry christmas and be safe xox

I want to find a hidden world so badly....

Check out this cd, holy shit so amazing, lately all thats i have been listening to is  

Rowan taylor, legend or desmond, you decide haha, i reckon the guy is great but is stupid as fuck. haha