we all go missing from time to time..

our brains vacant of thought.. 

walking aimlessly through the shining lights..

breathing in, and breathing out

i feel so numb.

I cant bite my toungue

i cant take this shit

and i dont wanna be here

 i dont want to smile

i dont want to pretend that i even give a fuck.

-  noapologiessydneyhardcore

weekend was amazing, i am sick but i dont care.

show on friday night was chaos.

hangs on saturday night were good too.

ill update this more soon.

You have nothing to threaten me with. 

Nothing to do with all your strength

sometimes i send my own world into chaos, my actions give people a perception of me, and at times im sure people sense i am an angry young adult, with a bitter outlook towards the world, and at times i am just that, i believe my actions are a reflection of what i see around me, stuck in a suburban coffin sometimes i feel like i am choking on all the bullshit that is fed to the people in this town. soon i will escape to greener pastures and i wont look back.

i am not a fan of selfish humans, who think there existance on this earth

is the only thing that counts. i hate that people waste there youth 

behind a computer locked in an office, i want my friends to be able

to see what ive seen, to experience what i have. sure it sucks to be poor from

time to time, not being able to see where my future lies, but what fun is life

if you no where your going to end up. i am 21 i am still young and stupid.

one day ill gain a sense of direction but atm i am very contempt with resisting  a path 

to death.