some days, i just want to close my eyes and wake up somewhere else, i am the result of stress and heartache, but i think im doing pretty well to hold myself together, im lonely even though im surrounded by friends and people that care, i find myself feeling like shit most of the time. Life is hard i get that, but sometimes it unfair, why where we chosen to be put into certain situations, why do i have to deal with so much shit ? ahhh.